Neko
Dear Diary . . .
Note to self: Replace burned out lights at bottom of basement stairs.
Holy shit, who would have thought that slipping on the carpeting of the last 4 stairs and landing on your bum and sliding down those stairs would hurt so fucking much? I can tell that I am going to hurt like a bitch tomorrow, and I simply can't afford to hurt tomorrow. Nope, not one little bit.
Anyway, I've got something going on for the next couple of weeks, so I won't be posting much...if at all. One of the things I brought up at the Hunt was that I am getting a bit burned out on posting. Not because I don't have interesting things to share, but because I don't feel free to speak my mind like I used to do.
It started with Greg, the Evil one, reading my diary, and trying to use it against me in court, and then it got worse with the Stupid one posting his diatribe against me, essentially (as my Daddy would have said) calling me everything but a white woman.
When someone accuses you of being a 'ho, you get leery of posting that you went on a date, or that you got lucky, because you know damned good and well that someone out there is just waiting to hear that, so they can nod to themselves and say, "Yep, I KNEW Rosie was a 'ho!" and to put it simply, I'm tired of that shit.
So I am taking a sabbatical, and while I am gone, I will decide whether or not to keep posting here, or if perhaps I will start up a new diary, one in which I can speak my mind..until it starts all over again, and I shut it down.
Do the rest of you go through that too? You know, when I first started posting as WildRosie, I never thought anyone would read my postings, and I felt free to say anything I liked. I suppose that my mildly (and not so mildly) pornographic entries brought in a few readers, but I really do miss the days when I could tell about the latest sexcapades, or blow off steam about my relationships.
I want that freedom back.
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A Major Announcement - 2009-11-10
Just the facts, Ma'am - 2009-11-09
A slightly disjointed and strange entry - 2009-11-07
